Инна Вальтер — Дымом лечилась (NEW, 2018)

Turn the music up for me, louder and stronger Do as my darling asks, don't hold back I'll stay in the car — it's hard to climb up to the house. Tonight I won't sleep — why wake up at all? Where do I find the strength to love myself? With all my potential into the grave — I gave it all to fear I know it's hard to earn respect My heart is tired of clenching

Who am I to justify my honor to? What is there to regret? If I've already lived this way, if none of it can be erased Life was wrapped in foil Smoke — I healed myself with smoke

What will people say about me when I step out? What will my children say when they grow up? You tear yourself apart with questions again and again And simply forget to live after being turned down Love doesn't give you confidence Whether you love the right one And if you betrayed your childhood dream You can't make it right That's how you grew up, girl I remember your thoughts, forgive me You see me in hysterics — stop, where are you going? Hold me

Who am I to justify my honor to? What is there to regret? If I've already lived this way, if none of it can be erased Life was wrapped in foil Smoke — I healed myself with smoke

You see, that's how it turned out There's hardly anyone left to really talk to Today they grab at every word To tear you apart like cannibals Chasing at high speed After a beautiful life Let me know that everything is all right Please, just hold me, hold me

Who am I to justify my honor to? What is there to regret? If I've already lived this way, if none of it can be erased Life was wrapped in foil Smoke — I healed myself with smoke